I was in the same boat, well still am really. I reached out to an ad for a data analyst, I got a call in an hour, then drove up to the interview that day, and started the next. I didn't know it at the time, but there wasn't and won't be a background check. I started much lower than I wanted just to have a job. Now, I've proven myself, and on the salary payroll now.
Anything can happen out there.
I stacked the deck against myself, I wanted to lose hope, wanted to give up. Thank god my wife pulled me through, supporting me with motivation and bjs lol. What I'm trying to say is don't give up, be persistent.
It breaks me up to hear you're having a tough time, I have a lot of respect for you. filling a grow tent with solo cups isn't a feat many would even attempt, and you pulled it off successfully. think of this as another challenge for you to overcome using your ingenuity
i'm just rattling now
it seems natural the first place I posted when I came back was at the famous
@CannaGranny corner cafe
(excuse my manners for not saying hi to you first! being in your hangout and all)