The Psyche Gardens

[Observer]

ETA till growing again: hopefully/optimistically 4 months out from getting MY OWN FUCKING PLACE.

Where my NAME and solely MINE can be on the lease.

I have/had a felony that kept me from having my name on a apartment lease, besides liquor license and finding word, but I'm within/passed that 7-10year requirement now
(Cannabis possession & alluding police)

And now I'm starting a new job again, see about going full time and go from there.

Save up and apply for another apartment.

Live out of hotels till then.

If I live out of a hotel longterm, I may even try to do a little hotel-special grow lol.

 

[Observer]

Update again in a week

 

[GoodShit97]

aggravated it was deleted.

Thread 'All things shrooms' https://budbuilders.org/threads/all-things-shrooms.214/

Thread is still there. Idk if the info you posted is or not, but we havent deleted anything.

 

[Observer]

Thread 'All things shrooms' https://budbuilders.org/threads/all-things-shrooms.214/

Thread is still there. Idk if the info you posted is or not, but we havent deleted anything.

Wtf, ok sorry, thank you.

The search function was not returning results when i searched that title, weird.

But thank you man, lots of good fungi knowledge there that I don't want lost.

 

[Observer]

Thanks guys!

Hope to be back here soon with my own journal again.

 

[Stoneyluv]

Posting old data from "all things shrooms" thread, aggravated it was deleted.

it's our search engine having issues man. it's my issue and i've been dragging my feet a little. i promise i'll get things rolling this weekend.

but i promise nothing has been deleted or lost in any way.. the search is just fucked..

Thread 'All things shrooms' https://budbuilders.org/threads/all-things-shrooms.214/

Thread is still there. Idk if the info you posted is or not, but we havent deleted anything.

thanks man!!

 

[Observer]

it's our search engine having issues man. it's my issue and i've been dragging my feet a little. i promise i'll get things rolling this weekend.

but i promise nothing has been deleted or lost in any way.. the search is just fucked..



thanks man!!

Oh ok my bad, it's okay

Just glad no valuable knowledge/data is/was deleted.

Thank you!

I can only imagine how complicated or confusing coding/programming can be.

I still can't teach my self it yet...

I figure once I start trying to program or make my own sensors, that would teach me.....till then.

 

[Stoneyluv]

Oh ok my bad, it's okay

Just glad no valuable knowledge/data is/was deleted.

Thank you!

I can only imagine how complicated or confusing coding/programming can be.

I still can't teach my self it yet...

I figure once I start trying to program or make my own sensors, that would teach me.....till then.

i thought i had it working but its not... i tried a couple things but don't wanna mess anything up permanent so we're gonna get some help real soon and get everything updated and improved.

i know its a pita but i have been using this way to find some older threads..

 

[Observer]

i thought i had it working but its not... i tried a couple things but don't wanna mess anything up permanent so we're gonna get some help real soon and get everything updated and improved.

i know its a pita but i have been using this way to find some older threads..

View attachment 119418

Ahh, threads with your post would work.

I was having issues with short characters or words, like DMT won't work because it's too short.

And then straight up searching the title didn't work either (made me think it was deleted) (posting that incase it helps bugfixing?).

Thanks Stoney.

Once I get back on my feet I'd like to learn and help operate and keep this site going.

 

[Stoneyluv]

Once I get back on my feet I'd like to learn and help operate and keep this site going.

we're all pullin for ya man!!!! sendin good vibes all the time!!! keep workin hard and the rest will follow.

 

[Zen_seeker]

Don’t forget that anything open to the public that doesn’t require being logged in to see can be accessed by any search engines.

So put something like this in your url box;
all things shrooms site:budbuilders

And you’ll see similar links as if you had searched on BB directly.

Works for users names too, or both topic and user.
observer site:budbuilders.org


When @Stoneyluv figures out where/how to plug in google search I imagine it will be similar.

Hope this helps for now.

 

[Stoneyluv]

When @Stoneyluv figures out where/how to plug in google search I imagine it will be similar.

i had the google code plugged in for like a month and a half.. it sucked!! haha i recently just went back to elasticscrap a few days ago but the service is hinked up and we can't restart it from our power and need to ask the service we pay, we're gathering a list and checking it twice!! hehe good things on the horizon!!

 

[Observer]

Don’t forget that anything open to the public that doesn’t require being logged in to see can be accessed by any search engines.

So put something like this in your url box;
all things shrooms site:budbuilders

And you’ll see similar links as if you had searched on BB directly.View attachment 119434

Works for users names too, or both topic and user.
observer site:budbuilders.org
View attachment 119435

When @Stoneyluv figures out where/how to plug in google search I imagine it will be similar.

Hope this helps for now.

Oh that's cool, thanks zen.

 

[Observer]

Nvm disregard everything

Crazy rollercoaster of events.

 

[Observer]

=)

 

[Observer]

Universal Quantum Consciousness Field(s).

 

[Observer]

A strong will of consciousness might be able to influence "matter"

 

[Zen_seeker]

A strong will of consciousness might be able to influence "matter"

Or events like dice rolls or card flips… so they say.

 

[Observer]

Nvm disregard everything

Crazy rollercoaster of events.

let go from the job after 3 shifts, company policy is to not hire couples and they did not say that. so they fired both of us for being a couple/married. fuck the restaurant industry.

was going to maybe stay? at a house that my wifes moms friend has, but we found out hes a registered sex offender, raped a 7 year old girl he adopted when she was 3? 5? 15 year sentence from a 20. multiple stories and victim career is all about helping victims and drug abuse etc. @Zen_seeker
her mom met this guy a few months ago, we found yesterday off 2second google search on the address....pictures, news articles, multiple, mugshots....same fucking guy........small fucking world.

staying in a hotel tonight. funds ran out.

tent on the street or something tomorrow i dont know.

 

[Observer]

and omfg, a part of me is FUCKING FURIOUS.

this mother fucker predator thinks hes going to invite my wife and mention my FUCKING 3 YEAR OLD FUCKING DAUGHTER VISITING AND POSSIBLY STAYING THERE TOO WHEN NONE OF US KNOW EACHOTHER??

WHAT PATTERN IS THAT????

a FUCKING Predator AT WORK, on the fucking prowl.

holy fuck it makes me so fucking mad.

 

[Observer]

Or events like dice rolls or card flips… so they say.

and the next level to that could be......supposedly some of these ships dont even have levers or "control panels"......PURELY controlled by CONSCIOUSNESS FIELDS, IE a VERY advanced end of the techtree of "Elons" neauralink.

fuck that guy too.

 

[Zen_seeker]

let go from the job after 3 shifts, company policy is to not hire couples and they did not say that. so they fired both of us for being a couple/married. fuck the restaurant industry.

Why would they let both of you go? We have different rules up here but most places don’t want family working in the same department because of nepotism and favouritism. Unless a small business. Hospital is like that as well as banks and stuff. I’m surprised a restaurant is doing it.

 

[GoodShit97]

Damn that sucks.
Just a heads up tho for future, almost every business in the US are no couple workplaces.

Couples in the workplace always end up an HR case.

 

[Observer]

Fuckin crazy, nepotism in a restaurant but it's cool when a President appoints half of hisfamily to government positions

 

[Observer]

Mhmmm a solo cup grow.

I'd be kinda surprised if it does well I'm flower comparing the scale and volume of canopy.

Gotta be really fucking precise with that root zone.

I think in theory, if you supply enough light it should not stretch or elongate much at all.

And then it can shift focus to the buds, remove a lot of leafs and shift energy focus.....hmm that's how you make it work.....and proper root zone monitoring and adjusting.

 

[Observer]

Would anyone help me with food or hotel room nights?

I'm at the end of my rope.

I'm trying to work and make my own money, but ever since my liquor license was denied I've been having trouble finding work.

I don't have transportation either, making everything harder.

Before, i did have my own car and a liquor license and that enabled me to work 2 provide.

Now I'm just stuck.

I can't even pass a background check for a dollar tree 9.50/hr position, or a pizza hut shift leader for 10.

I Need help.

I hate to do this.

My wife encouraged me to ask for help.

 

[Observer]

Seeking real-help.

Stuck in tulsa, Oklahoma, stuck by my own mistakes from 10 years ago.

Asking for help.

 

[GoodShit97]

Id help out if I could but we're in a shitty spot here too at the moment.
I hope it all works out for you tho man, I really do, youre a good dude that got dealt a shitty fucking hand.
You have a felony from the past thats fucking you isnt it?

 

[Observer]

Id help out if I could but we're in a shitty spot here too at the moment.
I hope it all works out for you tho man, I really do, youre a good dude that got dealt a shitty fucking hand.
You have a felony from the past thats fucking you isnt it?

Yes sir.

When I was 18, I ran instead of pulling over. I'm 28 now, 29 next month.

I'm still paying for it.

I made a mistake, I fucked up.

I got my car wrecked and damaged a few other peoples cars, no human injury.
I've paid most of everything off and went through court and did my time and fees.

This happened in 2016.

Ever since then I've been "good", worked again, got another car, started a family....didn't do any other dumb hurtful shit like that

again,......rehabillitated....turned my life around.....but now tough times in another scenario, and still paying for my passed mistakes that is legally keeping me from moving on.

 

[Chemistry]

You could start your own business, clean windows, tidy yards, cut grass even, paint houses, that way you don't need security check, get some card printed or some fliers. Are there no organizations in your area that can give you a leg up.

 

[Bandit420]

Would anyone help me with food or hotel room nights?

I'm at the end of my rope.

I'm trying to work and make my own money, but ever since my liquor license was denied I've been having trouble finding work.

I don't have transportation either, making everything harder.

Before, i did have my own car and a liquor license and that enabled me to work 2 provide.

Now I'm just stuck.

I can't even pass a background check for a dollar tree 9.50/hr position, or a pizza hut shift leader for 10.

I Need help.

I hate to do this.

My wife encouraged me to ask for help.

Do you have the Cash app, venmo, or paypal?
If so, dm me your contact handle

 

[stonemason]

Yes sir.

When I was 18, I ran instead of pulling over. I'm 28 now, 29 next month.

I'm still paying for it.

I made a mistake, I fucked up.

I got my car wrecked and damaged a few other peoples cars, no human injury.
I've paid most of everything off and went through court and did my time and fees.

This happened in 2016.

Ever since then I've been "good", worked again, got another car, started a family....didn't do any other dumb hurtful shit like that

again,......rehabillitated....turned my life around.....but now tough times in another scenario, and still paying for my passed mistakes that is legally keeping me from moving on.

You are super smart, sounds like its time to start your own business. Million dollar Liability insurance is only around 600 a year and can get a workers comp exemption form for 20 dollars a year in most states.that will make you legal. Start with something easy you dont need alot tools for and go from there.

 

[Observer]

Do you have the Cash app, venmo, or paypal?
If so, dm me your contact handle

DMd you bandit.

Thank you guys.

I never wanted to ask this forum for help like this.

I'm Just stuck and going through hard times, can't catch a break.

Can't easily pass background checks or even get transportation if I did find something.

Im putting in more applications today and looking at the starting my own thing again angle.

Usually use snagajob or indeed and just mass apply 4 what im able to do.

 

[Observer]

Just you guys responding is nice support and encouragement thank you guys

@

 

[Observer]

Why would they let both of you go? We have different rules up here but most places don’t want family working in the same department because of nepotism and favouritism. Unless a small business. Hospital is like that as well as banks and stuff. I’m surprised a restaurant is doing it.

Their corporate or HR said the GM was supposed to give us a form for us, but she didn't, so now they are wondering about that.

 

[stonemason]

DMd you bandit.

Thank you guys.

I never wanted to ask this forum for help like this.

I'm Just stuck and going through hard times, can't catch a break.

Can't easily pass background checks or even get transportation if I did find something.

Im putting in more applications today and looking at the starting my own thing again angle.

Usually use snagajob or indeed and just mass apply 4 what im able to do.

Just run under a sole proprietor until you acquire something you dont want someone to take (like a house or car),then start an llc so your protected. Try to find all your competitors in the field you start in,and subcontract work from them instead of competing against them.never take work from them so they trust you.this work will fill in the gaps in your schedule between your own jobs and help you make contacts.allot of companies realy appreciate being able to use subcontractors, because its so much cheaper. If you like the canabiss market mabey you could start a trim or harvesting buisness.

 

[stonemason]

Just run under a sole proprietor until you acquire something you dont want someone to take (like a house or car),then start an llc so your protected. Try to find all your competitors in the field you start in,and subcontract work from them instead of competing against them.never take work from them so they trust you.this work will fill in the gaps in your schedule between your own jobs and help you make contacts.allot of companies realy appreciate being able to use subcontractors, because its so much cheaper. If you like the canabiss market mabey you could start a trim or harvesting buisness.

If you want to make real money find a way to multiply your hands as much as you can.(employees).or find a way to do the hard work once and have the thing you were working on continue to pay you after your finish it.(real-estate). Its hard at first but the years add up quik. Above all else Try to change your vibration useing mediation or prayer. Your energy and vibration controls your reality. If you keep thinking your victim of circumstance that's how the world and the people around you will treat you. Take the confidence I see in you in your grows and apply it to the rest of your life. 90 percent of the time its our own minds that are holding us back. Dude just remember your solo cups grows.i cant think of anything you cant do after being able to pull something like that off. Just put your mind to it .think of your future self were you want to be and how you feel emotionally when your there.keep those those emotions and confidence in your mind and the world will adjust its self to you accordingly. Just remember your energy shapes your reality, you are the creator of your own destiny. Above all else be thank full for what you have now .gratitude is the key to abundance. If you cant find anything to be gratefull for just think of all the breathing your body just did to keep you alive without having to tell it to do it and start there. I dont meen any disrespect bro I appreciate your big brain,just a little friendly advise.

 

[Observer]

If you want to make real money find a way to multiply your hands as much as you can.(employees).or find a way to do the hard work once and have the thing you were working on continue to pay you after your finish it.(real-estate). Its hard at first but the years add up quik. Above all else Try to change your vibration useing mediation or prayer. Your energy and vibration controls your reality. If you keep thinking your victim of circumstance that's how the world and the people around you will treat you. Take the confidence I see in you in your grows and apply it to the rest of your life. 90 percent of the time its our own minds that are holding us back. Dude just remember your solo cups grows.i cant think of anything you cant do after being able to pull something like that off. Just put your mind to it .think of your future self were you want to be and how you feel emotionally when your there.keep those those emotions and confidence in your mind and the world will adjust its self to you accordingly. Just remember your energy shapes your reality, you are the creator of your own destiny. Above all else be thank full for what you have now .gratitude is the key to abundance. If you cant find anything to be gratefull for just think of all the breathing your body just did to keep you alive without having to tell it to do it and start there. I dont meen any disrespect bro I appreciate your big brain,just a little friendly advise.

Thank you Stonemason.

Pretty sound advice.

 

[Observer]

If you want to make real money find a way to multiply your hands as much as you can.(employees).or find a way to do the hard work once and have the thing you were working on continue to pay you after your finish it.(real-estate). Its hard at first but the years add up quik. Above all else Try to change your vibration useing mediation or prayer. Your energy and vibration controls your reality. If you keep thinking your victim of circumstance that's how the world and the people around you will treat you. Take the confidence I see in you in your grows and apply it to the rest of your life. 90 percent of the time its our own minds that are holding us back. Dude just remember your solo cups grows.i cant think of anything you cant do after being able to pull something like that off. Just put your mind to it .think of your future self were you want to be and how you feel emotionally when your there.keep those those emotions and confidence in your mind and the world will adjust its self to you accordingly. Just remember your energy shapes your reality, you are the creator of your own destiny. Above all else be thank full for what you have now .gratitude is the key to abundance. If you cant find anything to be gratefull for just think of all the breathing your body just did to keep you alive without having to tell it to do it and start there. I dont meen any disrespect bro I appreciate your big brain,just a little friendly advise.

I've dreamed about running/owning my own restaurants and greenhouses, my own psychedelic farm, my cannabinoid farm, exotic plant farms and labs/chemistry /extraction/synthesizing etc.

But getting there?

The upfront capital, buisness models, all planned out for investors?

And then even considering the oklahoma industry side of the cannabis game, or even just being able to get my foot in the door on a indoor facility....seems so hard....can't just find the right person

 

[Observer]

Id help out if I could but we're in a shitty spot here too at the moment.
I hope it all works out for you tho man, I really do, youre a good dude that got dealt a shitty fucking hand.
You have a felony from the past thats fucking you isnt it?

I've even applied for the navy just trying to get the fuck out of this situation.

They said hell naw

Lol