Morning all my schmoking buddies!
I’m back in rare form. I’ve been having straight up hell. When my life is like that, I don’t share. When shit goes South, I don’t share. I never want to be known or remembered as that grouchy ole sick assed lady. I don’t want to discuss my battles.
I’m still losing weight and I hate having a skinny ass. It’s got a damn bone in it and it hurts to sit on it.

Now for the positive things, turns out it was my heart meds feckin with my weight, energy, and over all feeling of just bad health. Two weeks ago, I was taken off of all the meds except one blood pressure med. I’m coming back to life!
I ate the biggest meal last night that I have had in months. My appetite is returning and I’m working hard to rehab. I woke this morning with some energy. I’m not tearing up the world, yet..but I feel that’s coming on.
I still have not managed to start another grow, but that’s on the horizon. I feel hope. Hope is a beautiful thing.
Thanks to all of you guys for keeping my pet, the corner alive.
Now, we just have to take down the naked lady calendar and clean up all these fecking Cheetos!
I love all you guys, thanks for walking this shitty road with me, the end of its in sight.
Now, let’s schmoke one!