The Psyche Gardens

I wanna do cultivation, herbology, mycology, chemistry, physics, quantum mechanics, & astronomy-etc, though....


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I think to a person on this forum, we're all cheering for you and it's awesome to see you pulling yourself up like this. I know it sucks, but this is the game most of us are born into Buddy.
Golf course work is really cool so don't sell it short. I'd love to have any sort of job that was some sort of agricultural work and golf you know...people are always gonna play that game. There's always gonna be rich people and hacks hitting the links so there's always gonna be golf courses. There's some security there.
I have so many more interests than college sports but you know what, college sports pays the bills that allow me to venture into those things I love but could never get paid to do or would probably hate it if I was paid to do it. It's the means to the end man. You don't have to give up those passions and lose that part of yourself. Sometimes those things just get put on the back burner for you to return to later in life but they'll always be a part of you
 
I think to a person on this forum, we're all cheering for you and it's awesome to see you pulling yourself up like this. I know it sucks, but this is the game most of us are born into Buddy.
Golf course work is really cool so don't sell it short. I'd love to have any sort of job that was some sort of agricultural work and golf you know...people are always gonna play that game. There's always gonna be rich people and hacks hitting the links so there's always gonna be golf courses. There's some security there.
I have so many more interests than college sports but you know what, college sports pays the bills that allow me to venture into those things I love but could never get paid to do or would probably hate it if I was paid to do it. It's the means to the end man. You don't have to give up those passions and lose that part of yourself. Sometimes those things just get put on the back burner for you to return to later in life but they'll always be a part of you
You're a coach?

No wonder, thanks for you're wisdom and advice and words of Reinforcement and encouragement.

It's in the back of my head but hearing it from someone, I respect, is great.

Enjoying and relaxing on this Sunday, gonna go to sleep early and bust ass tomorrow and rest of the week till Saturday, rest & chill, rinse & repeat this grind, for now.

I appreciate the kind words, bandit.
 
It's a golf course payed for by the city of broken arrow, they contract the company I work for to keep it in fuckin shape, Around the clock, minus sat-sunday, well actually, In summer, I'll be doing 6-10am shifts on saturdays.
 
Raking bunkers.
 

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You're a coach?

No wonder, thanks for you're wisdom and advice and words of Reinforcement and encouragement.

It's in the back of my head but hearing it from someone, I respect, is great.

Enjoying and relaxing on this Sunday, gonna go to sleep early and bust ass tomorrow and rest of the week till Saturday, rest & chill, rinse & repeat this grind, for now.

I appreciate the kind words, bandit.

Nope but I'm around them and that shit rubs off by osmosis after a while. Plus military background and I've seen a ton of success and failures in young people. A lot of your story is relatable as well...some of your stuff is me 30 years ago. The grind is real and tough times comes and go.
The good thing about golf course work is it requires physical presence. AI is taking more and more jobs but it can't take vocational work that requires humans to be there. My city is full of people who were making half a million a year and now they can't find work with AI taking their code work.
Now there's homes stalled out being built...saw one getting stuff like windows and doors repo'ed after the builder/buyer lost everything.
Car lots are full of expensive luxury cars and repo biz is having a boom. People moving from the city in droves from that industry.
I think the teet on the tech cash cow has dried up man. This place is pretty much a silicone valley and all these wannabe Bill Gates are taking bottom barrel jobs to stay afloat and selling off all the nice things they own.
Plus that work can lead to better opportunities man...public course today, private club tomorrow. There's also green spaces like football and baseball fields in public and private sector. That was actually what I applied for...taking care of a football field but took another spot in equipment management.
 
I grew up with a golf course in my backyard just through the woods.
I have always considered them a beautiful place to be especially at sunrise.
I started to caddy at 13 and continued till 17.
I work outside still.
If you are out on the worse days you will probably also be out on the best ones.
Make the best of it man.
 
Worked harder than anyone else today.

It's physical work and demanding, but im committed to this grind for now, trying to be anyways.

I'm liking it, this place will have its benefits.

First 3 hours hand raking the sand bunkers.

last 3.5 hours, digging holes around these big ass irrigation heads, replacing with a new one.

Get to drive some caddys/workman carts, clutches;too, which is nice, I miss my fucking car.

It was still a "easy" day, went by fast.

The golf club lady running the kitchen there doesn't/ has not charged me for food either, it's nothing special but it's not bad, and it's free. =)

Fuckin Pallets of calnit, magnesium sulfate, kelp extract, all "agricultural/commercial" grade.

Bet if i work hard enough boss may hook me up with a little down the line, another little possible benefit.

I can smoke if I want, smoking weed though is just don't be caught by boss.
I saved my little roach for after work though.
 

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I grew up with a golf course in my backyard just through the woods.
I have always considered them a beautiful place to be especially at sunrise.
I started to caddy at 13 and continued till 17.
I work outside still.
If you are out on the worse days you will probably also be out on the best ones.

Make the best of it man.
I am.

Settling into this new routine has been easy for me, so far, done a similar schedule/work routine before.

I was on a little private "construction crew" 5-7 Years ago before, accept that schedule was 5am-630pm. Payed garbage, but I guess is fair when you don't know shit and someone has to hold your hand, lol.
And with how modern day capitalism works...


I'm relaxing right now, taking a couple shots, gonna smoke, get cleaned up, probably fall asleep around 8 or before, get up at 3am, chill till 5:30, get back to it.
 
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I suppose ill get the opportunity to learn/operate heavy machinery too, so maybe that could grow into a career skill?

So many '"checks and balances" though, like background check and certification type verification etc, "gatekeeping".
 
I'd work overtime if these mofos would let me.

If I had my own Car and transportation, I could just go out 2am-10pm and get shit done, work straight through.

I do not have to stop and have lunch, nor do I need to have lunch. I can wait.

I've always been this way.

When I'm at work. I work. I move faster than anyone else, I've ever worked with, when I know what the fuck I'm doing and how its supposed to be.


Digging more holes, removing more irrigation heads, replacing and then rewire, move to next, probably laying fuckin sod over the drugged holes (lol) after
 
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I grew up with a golf course in my backyard just through the woods.
I have always considered them a beautiful place to be especially at sunrise.

Dude/bro/sir...

Every morning so far, im watching the sun rise.

its fucking gorgeous.


its a big fuckin HUGE ball of fucking plasma, superheated hydrogen.

shinning "down" "upon" the "earth" marble...energizing it....extrapolate that data to another solar system and civilization out there in the universe...

thought popped back into my mind on my 2/3rd day. I'm on my second weed now.

Just like we are down here on this surface...
I started to caddy at 13 and continued till 17.
I work outside still.
If you are out on the worse days you will probably also be out on the best ones.
Make the best of it man.
 
Nope but I'm around them and that shit rubs off by osmosis after a while. Plus military background and I've seen a ton of success and failures in young people.

A lot of your story is relatable as well...some of your stuff is me 30 years ago.
ive thought the same thing, and due to that, then thought thats also why you helped, help me.
The grind is real and tough times comes and go.
The good thing about golf course work is it requires physical presence. AI is taking more and more jobs but it can't take vocational work that requires humans to be there. My city is full of people who were making half a million a year and now they can't find work with AI taking their code work.
Now there's homes stalled out being built...saw one getting stuff like windows and doors repo'ed after the builder/buyer lost everything.
Car lots are full of expensive luxury cars and repo biz is having a boom. People moving from the city in droves from that industry.
I think the teet on the tech cash cow has dried up man. This place is pretty much a silicone valley and all these wannabe Bill Gates are taking bottom barrel jobs to stay afloat and selling off all the nice things they own.
Plus that work can lead to better opportunities man...public course today, private club tomorrow. There's also green spaces like football and baseball fields in public and private sector. That was actually what I applied for...taking care of a football field but took another spot in equipment management.
 
Nope but I'm around them and that shit rubs off by osmosis after a while. Plus military background and I've seen a ton of success and failures in young people. A lot of your story is relatable as well...some of your stuff is me 30 years ago. The grind is real and tough times comes and go.
The good thing about golf course work is it requires physical presence. AI is taking more and more jobs but it can't take vocational work that requires humans to be there. My city is full of people who were making half a million a year and now they can't find work with AI taking their code work.
Now there's homes stalled out being built...saw one getting stuff like windows and doors repo'ed after the builder/buyer lost everything.
Car lots are full of expensive luxury cars and repo biz is having a boom. People moving from the city in droves from that industry.
I think the teet on the tech cash cow has dried up man. This place is pretty much a silicone valley and all these wannabe Bill Gates are taking bottom barrel jobs to stay afloat and selling off all the nice things they own.
Plus that work can lead to better opportunities man...public course today, private club tomorrow. There's also green spaces like football and baseball fields in public and private sector. That was actually what I applied for...taking care of a football field but took another spot in equipment management.
I've been asked before if I had military background/ if I've served, I said no, just respectful and understand to "get shit done"/ a sense of urgency.
 
When I served through open-close, lunch and dinner, like 10am-12 I just need 10-20 minutes to eat and use bathroom, redose, then back to bustin'-ass.

Don't need a whole 30, or 60, I just prefer to do it as I go.

The Faster I move, the faster time moves.

Get this shit done, fuckin go home, "party", rinse & repeat.

I'm already telling some of the guys , "let's go".

Gonna say yall are fucking slow next time I'm waiting to get to work/the next task lol.
 
Learned today how to remove those big ass commercial-golf field grade irrigation heads, replace with new one, how to rewire it, and then pack it back in.
 
When I served through open-close, lunch and dinner, like 10am-12 I just need 10-20 minutes to eat and use bathroom, redose, then back to bustin'-ass.

Don't need a whole 30, or 60, I just prefer to do it as I go.

The Faster I move, the faster time moves.

Get this shit done, fuckin go home, "party", rinse & repeat.

I'm already telling some of the guys , "let's go".

Gonna say yall are fucking slow next time I'm waiting to get to work/the next task lol.
I can be a hard-ass asshole-swingin dick, but I don't want that habit, I want to be nice and respectful and considerate, but at the same time, mother fucker move your fucking ass, I fucking AM. Lets fucking go get shit done.
 
Not my fault the "new guy" has to tell you to move faster.

I think the bosses are already seeing I
move faster, and that I can be capable.

I'm not scared to get my hands dirty.

(1 main leader/boss, and his right hand man")

We were backfilling or refilling a whole, 2/3 people need to shovel dirt while onetime person stamps/compacts the dirt down with boots or a tool, I jump in the hole and say alright lets go, no one really moves, (lol yea why listen to the new guy")

Then boss says the same shit I did to basically reinforce It I suppose, for example.
 
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