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So, every time I manage to make it back, I feel I need to explain myself.
I have had a setback in my health. It’s not the initial illness, it’s all the sides that go with it. Seems I have waited until I was 62 years old to basically have anorexia. The only difference is, I have not chose this..but the symptoms are the same. Just zero appetite. I honestly try to eat, and there is no purging myself but my body is not cooperating. I’m hoping to find an xlent strain of gelato, as I remember it actually giving me a voracious appetite.
The two things that do inspire me to want to eat are things I have consumed but not native to me or by any stretch of the imagination normal for me..lobster and white cod fish. Feckin weird. Not even locally normally obtained here.
I have made great strides tho!
For the fourth time I will be starting a crop, the other three I let die in the cups cause I couldn’t get my dirt mixed. I have had my ass chewed out by friends over this once they figured it out. They assure me they will do anything I need to get a crop going. It’s my fault as I won’t ask for shit. Hard headed ole gal I am. Some would call that stupidity..and maybe warranted.
I have made progress. My orchard is set straight, my house is abideable..and my flower and herb beds are set straight for summer. I had help with this..but it’s done!
We could go for days, but I won’t.. the spirit is here..the body just isn’t cooperating all the time.
Anyway I’m back on the upside and running like the wind with it. I’m even back to feeling ornery.
I have had a setback in my health. It’s not the initial illness, it’s all the sides that go with it. Seems I have waited until I was 62 years old to basically have anorexia. The only difference is, I have not chose this..but the symptoms are the same. Just zero appetite. I honestly try to eat, and there is no purging myself but my body is not cooperating. I’m hoping to find an xlent strain of gelato, as I remember it actually giving me a voracious appetite.
The two things that do inspire me to want to eat are things I have consumed but not native to me or by any stretch of the imagination normal for me..lobster and white cod fish. Feckin weird. Not even locally normally obtained here.
I have made great strides tho!
For the fourth time I will be starting a crop, the other three I let die in the cups cause I couldn’t get my dirt mixed. I have had my ass chewed out by friends over this once they figured it out. They assure me they will do anything I need to get a crop going. It’s my fault as I won’t ask for shit. Hard headed ole gal I am. Some would call that stupidity..and maybe warranted.
I have made progress. My orchard is set straight, my house is abideable..and my flower and herb beds are set straight for summer. I had help with this..but it’s done!
We could go for days, but I won’t.. the spirit is here..the body just isn’t cooperating all the time.
Anyway I’m back on the upside and running like the wind with it. I’m even back to feeling ornery.






