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Never ashamed bro… thats what keeps you in the cycle. Remember you only have to worry about today nothing else matters. Especially yesterdayi couldnt even get diagnosed, all the attention went to my heroin-shooting brother, keep me in a room on a PC playing games, atleast im not out causing trouble.
now im fucked with so many mental issues.
i also had brain surgery when i was 6 years old, a tumor.
im kinda falling backwards again but trying to get out of it and go forward
i like these blue fentanyl pills....have not had any in about 2 weeks though.
and me and my partners bad habits and trauma is fueling each others........it gets dark.
i should be ashamed perhaps, but not ashamed or embarrased or coward to admit im wrong or in the wrong; or making mistakes.
drinking right now too.
Thanks bro. Appreciate itNever ashamed bro… thats what keeps you in the cycle. Remember you only have to worry about today nothing else matters. Especially yesterday
I know the feeling my list is long lol.Aquaman I'm also obsessed with lattice structures and 3d printing a cylinder the size of a solo cup with high density and small pore size to suspend over a aero/fog chamber and see how a plant grows in
How does that sound to you?
Yea I also want to experiment with electrograviticsI know the feeling my list is long lol.
Tesla is one of my idolsYea I also want to experiment with electrogravitics
And magnetohydrodynamics
And the guy that built coral gables. Well fuck, the multi ton rock "museum" that one guy built.
Thomas Townsend Brown was on to something or he wasn't, one way to find out
And those fuckin pyramids
His gravitator disc.
Fucking obsessed with these UFOs and their tech.
Nikola Tesla
Yada yada yada...
Take a day a time bro… its all you can dothis bitch is such a fucking buzz kill
he was on to some shit too, and i think he took it from the Egyptians that also got their knowledge from someone elseTesla is one of my idols
Yup
Yeah i haven’t watch this yeti think theres more evidence of a comet hitting 9-11k years ago wiping out a more advanced civ, comg out
RE: GOBEKLI TEPE
Yeah i haven’t watch this yet
Nope. Had an opportunity once amd skipped it.@GoodShit97 yea i need a "reset" too
cant remember if youve tried DMT yet
lol
A Dive Unto The Aether.
its just a more potent psychedelic homie, more potent mushroom if you will.Nope. Had an opportunity once amd skipped it.
Not something I'm super interested in.
Mushrooms and weed for me that's it.
Nope. Couldn't handle my last acid trip, I'm good lol.its just a more potent psychedelic homie, more potent mushroom if you will.
DMT is everywhere, and in everything.
haha i seeNope. Couldn't handle my last acid trip, I'm good lol.
we are physically of the elements from the stars, and spiritually from the aether, our brains but as a receiver of consciousness."I am old, older than thought in your species, which is itself fifty times older than your history. Though I have been on earth for ages I am from the stars. My home is no one planet, for many worlds scattered through the shining disc of the galaxy have conditions which allow my spores an opportunity for life. The mushroom which you see is the part of my body given to sex thrills and sun bathing, my true body is a fine network of fibers growing through the soil. These networks may cover acres and may have far more connections than the number in a human brain.
My mycelial network is nearly immortal--only the sudden toxification of a planet or the explosion of it's parent star can wipe me out. By means impossible to explain because of certain misconceptions in your model of reality all my mycelial networks in the galaxy are in hyperlight communication through space and time.
The mycelial body is as fragile as a spider's web but the collective hypermind and memory is a vast historical archive of the career of evolving intelligence on many worlds in our spiral star swarm. Space, you see, is a vast ocean to those hardy life forms that have the ability to reproduce from spores, for spores are covered with the hardest organic substance known.
Across the aeons of time and space drift many spore forming life-forms in suspended animation for millions of years until contact is made with a suitable environment. Few such species are minded, only myself and my recently evolved near relatives have achieved the hyper-communication mode and memory capacity that makes us leading members in the community of galactic intelligence. How the hyper-communication mode operates is a secret which will not be lightly given to humans.
But the means should be obvious: it is the occurence of psilocybin and psilocin in the biosynthetic pathways of my living body that opens for me and my symbiots the vision screens to many worlds. You as an individual and Homo sapiens as a species are on the brink of the formation of a symbiotic relationship with my genetic material that will eventually carry humanity and earth into the galactic mainstream of the higher civilizations.
Since it is not easy for you to recognize other varieties of intelligence around you, your most advanced theories of politics and society have advanced only as far as the notion of collectivism. But beyond the cohesion of the members of a species into a single social organism there lie richer and even more baroque evolutionary possibilities. Symbiosis is one of these. Symbiosis is a relation of mutual dependence and positive benifits for both species involved.
Symbiotic relationships between myself and civilized forms of higher animals have been established many times and in many places throughout the long ages of my development. These relationships have been mutually useful; within my memory is the knowledge of hyperlight drive ships and how to build them. I will trade this knowledge for a free ticket to new worlds around suns younger and more stable than your own.
To secure an eternal existence down the long river of cosmic time, I again and again offer this agreement to higher beings and thereby have spread throughout the galaxy over the long millenia.
A mycelial network has no organs to move the world, no hands; but higher animals with manipulative abilities can become partners with the star knowledge within me and if they act in good faith, return both themselves and their humble mushroom teacher to the million worlds to which all citizens of our starswarm are heir."
i missed that tidbit, thats cool.In fact, psilocybin and psilocin are forms of DMT. Pretty much all of the human effective tryptamines are some form DMT. 5-MEO-DMT and NN-DMT just happen to be the most stable when extracted from plant material.
Been seeing some interesting research on HCl forms of psilocybin being produced but the processes aren't entirely reliable and it's still proving to be a bit of a challenge to have salts that remain stable at room temperature.